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This is Zeke, this is where i spew out the stuff I have in my mind for you to read. Expect a new blog post everyday (somewhat, i might forget to post sometimes lol)
Don't judge pls <3
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1/12/23: new year new me!
omg hi! Sorry for not being active on here, i kinda forgot about dreamwidth and kinda was busy with school but i will try to post everyday, because after all this is a daily journal. A lot has happened, I got a radio station job, I finally got ungrounded, and i got lots of christmas presents, tommorrow i'm gonna bring in my friend into my job and hopefully get them accepted, adn i'm really excited to see how this goes. See you all tommorrow with a new post!
12/7/22: i'm back!
today may be a cloudy and rainy day, but i am back to daily blogging! i had to take a break due to burnout but now i am happy to be back! i'll post how my day went later today.
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11/27/22: last day of being grounded
well, it's finally gonna be over! i'm excited to do whatever tomorrow, maybe catch up on work, hang out, who knows! i'm just really excited. i had some sushi, went outside, and did other stuff. iI can't wait to finally use my phone again :))
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11/26/22: making the most of it
today was ok, I still was as bored as ever but atleast i had my music to keep me company. I made eggs for like the 50th time this week to at least try to do something productive, but ultimately was still bored, so bored in fact that I cleaned my room. I watched adult swim for the first time, it was kinda fun since i never really had the time or chance to watch it until now, and i found a cassette player i can mess around with. So otday mgiht be better, and maybe tommorrow will be even better.
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11/25/22: still grounded
still doing the same thing as yesterday, only this time i found out how to listen to music. i use my Amazon ALexa to play my music and even though I only do it when my parents aren't home, its so relieving. besides that i'm pretty bored, im tired of seeing the same commercials over and over, especially that stupid fucking old navy commercial.
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11/24/22: welp im grounded
thanks to the argument I had with my mother yesterday, i'm now grounded so i cant use my computer or phone unless it's for schoolwork. I hate it, i can't go outside because it's rainy and all i can do is just watch TV.
This sucks.
This sucks.
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11/22/22: getting back to skating
today was a good enough day to skate so i put on my baggy pants, and got my skateboard to ride to school. i missed skating after getting into that accident and now i can get back to it! im gonna go to the skatepark later today so im excited for that, and imma have lots of fun
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11/21/22: bored n cold
today was kinda boring, i was mostly bored because i honestly wanted to be home but my mom forced me to go saying "it's only 2 and a half days", yeah sure but like who wants to go to school for 2 days just to have that break? its stupid and im so bored rn
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11/20/22: boring day
Today is really cold, 32 degrees out when I woke up and the highest is 34. Today I am home, not doing a lot except making food and doing stuff, I wanna skateboard but it’s too cold for that. I guess this is just one of my chill days, not everyday has to be exciting. Sometimes you just have to take a breather and relax for a day.
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11/19/22: thanksgiving parade!
I woke up at 8 am to go to a pancake breakfast at my school, Emilie later came and we both ate our food as my mom left us there to see the parade. We left the cafe at 9:49 and the parade started shortly after. My friend Deishaun was the homecoming king and I watched him go all the way down. Me and Emilie kinda just walked around down for the day and it was fun. My mom came back at 12:30 and drove me and Emilie home, what a fun day.
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11/18/22: good grief..
I can’t anymore, my mom doesn’t believe me anymore. I got into another argument with her about schoolwork thinking that I lied to her about an assignment. She kept saying I didn’t do it or I’m not doing good enough, but I’m really trying. It’s not fair that you work so hard just for someone to say you’re not good enough, especially your own mother. I feel so hopeless, no matter what I do it seems like I can’t meet her expectations. I feel like she doesn’t care about me and just cares about grades, all she does is bring up grades and I just want her to stop. I feel like I’m not working hard enough and I don’t know what to do.
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11/18/22: recovery
Yesterday after I came home from that injury, I put neosporin on the wound and a bandaid for the rest of the night. Today I woke up and took it off, the scar was less noticeable but you could tell what happened. I had to use a handle from an old pair of glasses and taped it to the broken side, sure it is a bit shorter than the other side, but I guess it kind of works. I would use the actual handle that came off of the glasses, but it went somewhere in the road and I wasn't gonna go look for it. I have to wear this for at least 2 weeks since glasses take a super long time to get made and because this happened around the holiday season, the worst time for anything bad to happen to someone.
Today is a B day so I have a double period for Earth Science, I really wanna skip at least one of the periods but I'd have to make an excuse and then my parents would get suspicious then talk to the teacher and it would just not be a good experience over like 1 hour of doing whatever.
Basically today will just be a normal school day, but I think my mom will pick me up to see if we can get new glasses as quickly as possible so we will have to see how that goes.
Today is a B day so I have a double period for Earth Science, I really wanna skip at least one of the periods but I'd have to make an excuse and then my parents would get suspicious then talk to the teacher and it would just not be a good experience over like 1 hour of doing whatever.
Basically today will just be a normal school day, but I think my mom will pick me up to see if we can get new glasses as quickly as possible so we will have to see how that goes.
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11/18/22: one week of blogging (anniversary/mini post)
Last week I published my first blog post, I’ve always liked the idea of blogs and personal websites and I really wanted something similar to LJ, when Dreamwidth was the only free option available, I chose that one and published tons of posts. I’ve already met cool people with interesting blogs and stories, the community is very engaging, and the idea of posting everyday is so addicting to me. Dreamwidth to me is like when you get some from a long day and you jot down everything that happened to you in a journal or diary, Dreamwidth is my diary. I can’t wait to continue to blog more and more and more as the months or years go on.
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11/17/22: it gets colder & colder
it’s pretty sunny today, not fully sunny but with a little bit of clouds. Yesterday I got the iPhone 14 and gave my mom my old phone and I’m pretty happy with it. I decided to go skate after school and yes even though it is kind of cold, it’s warm enough to go skate for atleast an hour. Today is an A day so I have gym but I feel very optimistic about my life, maybe my grades will get better, maybe I’ll be a lil bit more happy then I already am, who knows! Let’s just see how this thing goes
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11/16/22: rain rain go away (morning post)
it's a cloudy day today, i put on some sweatpants and a wisconsin tie dye hoodie because i felt like it. a lil warmer then yesterday but not by much, saw someone ruin their board by skating in the rain. saw my friend in the hallway and walked around campus, and now im here in my first period class, bored like always. later today i have a meeting with my two earth science teachers because apparently i'm "in danger of failing", when i have turned in everything i did, not to mention i have to stay after school to finish a test that they wouldn't let me finish in the first place. god, im gonna be so relieved for thanksgiving break.
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11/15/22: I hate gym class
I have gym class as my second period on A days, usually it starts at 9:03am and ends at 9:55am and most of the time I either don’t do anything or just go on the cardio machines. I’m already way too tired and way too exhausted to do anything in that class like what do you expect from me at this early in the morning?? And I have a different type of gym from everyone else which is….Weight lifting, the worst class to have in gym. Originally I wanted a normal gym class or at least a yoga class to have some variety but there were no spots left, so they stuck me in weight lifting. Next year I am definitely taking yoga.
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11/15/22: how some people have so much energy at 8am?? (minipost)
ok ive always wondered this for SOO long but, how do some people in school have SO MUCH ENERGY at like 7 or 8 am in the morning?! like what are y'all on to have this much energy to scream, chase each other, be loud, etc at 7:45 AM???!!! ID BE EXHAUSTED AT THAT TIME, AND TBH I NEED THAT ENERGY.
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11/14/22: Day in the life of a Junior in highschool
This morning i woke up at 6 am and laid on the couch tiredly, waiting for my mom to get out of the kitchen. i was so tired that i fell asleep and woke up at 6:30 am with less time to get ready, i made my coffee and got my clothes and ran out to go wait for the bus in 35 degree weather.
In the 1st period, we analyzed commercials and talked about Ethos, Pathos, and Logos which are things people use to convey a message but to be honest, I was too tired to understand what was going on. The next period was a double period since today was a B day, and I probably have one of the worst classes to have a double period...Earth science, but it's not the class itself, it's the teacher.
He's the snarky teacher with attitude, the one who complains about everything, and the assistant teacher isn't any better. He has a horrible grading system, he tries his "best" to help but most of the time he makes no sense, and they both rant and rant about how "disrespectful' we are when he never gives us the same respect back, worst teacher that I have so far, but luckily they aren’t here, we had a sub. Later, we had lunch and I wasn't sure if I should go outside since it was still pretty cold outside, i asked my friend Emilie and said "but it's quite chilly out...i don't wanna freeze into a popsicle Zeke!" so we came to a final decision to walk around campus. It was fun and we got food at the vending machine.
Then I had to go to my 5th period which was Geometry, I’m kinda failing that class though so I might change to a more easier version of that Geometry class. After I went I got to 6th period, where me and my friend made some music on the ONLY COMPUTER THAT HAD GARAGEBAND. It was fun though, it took us the whole period and I did other stuff as well. After that was 7th period where I watched my teacher to a demo on the wheel, and I swear to god she makes everything look so fucking easy and once I do it, I’ll probably mess up. And finally I had my last period which was…..American history…not a lot to say about it, except for the fact that I saw my friend Natalie today! Haven’t seen her in a bit so it was nice to talk to her.
Once the last period ended, I ran to get the bus, went home, dye my hair, eat Taco Bell, think of blog ideas, and type this very blog post you are reading right now, time to repeat this cycle over…and over…and over…and over again…so…fun..
ok imma go to sleep