11/18/22: good grief..

[planetzeke]

I can’t anymore, my mom doesn’t believe me anymore. I got into another argument with her about schoolwork thinking that I lied to her about an assignment. She kept saying I didn’t do it or I’m not doing good enough, but I’m really trying. It’s not fair that you work so hard just for someone to say you’re not good enough, especially your own mother. I feel so hopeless, no matter what I do it seems like I can’t meet her expectations. I feel like she doesn’t care about me and just cares about grades, all she does is bring up grades and I just want her to stop. I feel like I’m not working hard enough and I don’t know what to do.